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| Next | Back | Home |Fiction | Non-Fiction | Poems | Book Excerpts | To Hell Fiction by Marie Woodman “Asclepius, damn it, you cannot keep snatching these corpses from the grave, as if you are a god.” Hades motioned toward one of the patients kneeling by the doctor. “This man, right here, he is more dead than alive. By all rights, he should be standing on the shore of the Styx. I will not tolerate this thievery any longer. You have been warned!” “Hades, please, it is the compassion of man that drives him to help his neighbor when injured or in need. I am simply satiating that natural desire,” Asclepius pets the head of his subject. “He needs help, and I can give that to him.” “Not when he is dead!” Hades raised his hand to his ear and then quickly dropped it to his waist. “This is your only warning.” The body fell to the floor. Asclepius knelt down attempting to find a pulse. Hades jerked back the reins of his horse and left the man, his corpse, and his temple.
Hades headed back to the Underworld by way of a small grove he made sure to see anytime he was in the light. The small grove was in front of a forest, and was made up of five large willows. A group of girls often played there; a group of girls and one young goddess. Hades thought he could calm his nerves by watching the innocent. He had watched her here often, and each time he stayed a little longer. I wonder if she knows about me. Hades was very secluded from the rest of the Olympians. One of the few times he was atop The Mountain, he saw her and her mother in the foyer. But as he is prone, he walked past without a word. He neared the grove through the woods and slowed the horse as he approached. He cinched the reins close to his thighs and brushed the dark mane of his horse. One of the girls definitely stood out to him. It had been quite awhile since he was here, but had it really been that long? She had matured well past the other girls. Raven hair down to the mid of her back and her skin was very pale with a slight peach undertone. She had grabbed one of the smaller girls, and began to spin her around by the arm then suddenly let go. The small girl spun around a bit and then stopped, frozen in place. She continued to repeat the process with each of the remaining girls. Finally, each stood like tiny statues. She began to dance around each of them, tapping their shoulders as she passed. When each girl was tapped, they joined in the dance with Persephone. “Demeter, Demeter,” the little girl breathed heavily, “he took her.” Demeter pushed aside her handmaiden, “What do you mean?” “A large dark man on a horse took Persephone,” finally getting her voice from the long run. “What, where, take me there!” The little girl began to run and Demeter picked her up, “Point to where.” “Over by the grove of the five trees.” Demeter ran holding the little girl close to her chest. “The man came and took her and we all ran.” They reached the grove and a few of the girls stood motionless. “Where did he go?” Demeter put the child down. “I didn’t see.” “Where did he come from?” “I don’t know.” “Over by the forest,” another girl piped up. “Where, which direction?” Demeter crossed over to the girl. “Over by that tree,” she pointed into the woods. Demeter placed a hand on each of the child’s upper arms, “Think! What did he look like?” The girl stood looking back at Demeter and shook her head. “Where are the other girls?” Demeter walked over to some children kneeling by a willow. “Did you see him?” The girls looked back at Demeter and didn’t move. She spun around and screamed, “Where did he go?” No response. Demeter ran into the woods, “Persephone, Persephone!” She was kicking at the underbelly of the horse, and was pulling at his hand with her one free arm. “Stop it! You are going to fall,” he bellowed as he looked at the rocks and thorn bushes below. They were racing about ten feet above the ground. Persephone continued to kick and pull. The horse winced at a well-placed heel. Hades tried to steady the horse, and lost his grip on Persephone as she began to fall. He steered the horse down and plucked her up before she hit the ground. “Damn it! You can still feel pain. You know that don’t you?” He had her pinned on the ground and the horse milled nearby. “Would you rather walk?” “Take me back!” “No!” he yanked her up from the ground by her elbow as he stood. He wrapped his arm around hers, pinning them to her waist, and began walking. “So you’re not going to eat?” “I want to go home.” “You’re not going home, eat.” “When my mom finds out…” “Your mother will do nothing! I have chosen you for my bride, that is the way it will be.” “You can’t just keep me here. I don’t want to be here. I’ll never eat anything if you keep me here.” “Your childish tantrum won’t last forever. Believe me, it will pain you more than me.” “So, is this what you want, a starved child bride that can’t stand to look at you? What kind of god has to kidnap a bride? A poor wretch of a god, does no one love you?” “I’ve got what I want,” he walks over and brushes her hair with his hand. “Willing or unwilling, I have what I want.” She pulls his hand from her head and holds it by her shoulder. “Can I see my mother?” He turns his kept hand to grasp hers, and brings it down to her waist. With his other hand, he clasps her chin, “I know you are young and this is hard for you to understand. You are my bride, and you are not leaving. Your mother can visit anytime she feels fit.” She pulls away from him, “What if she doesn’t know I’m here?” “That is not my concern,” he turns to leave. “Wouldn’t you rather have someone who wants you too?” He paused and then continued out the door, locking it behind him. She sat cross-legged on the thin mat in the middle of a small bare room he decided to lock her in, as if that could keep her mother out. She sat there staring at a bowl of fruit. She was accustomed to eating, but knew she didn’t need to eat. But those strawberries smelled as if she had just picked them from the thicket by the grove. And grapes, it had been so long since she had had grapes. No you can’t! She thought about how her mother told her about the bond you create when you accept food from someone. He might think you like it here, and then your mom will never come get you. Where is she? She has to know by now. I wonder if she needs permission or something to get here. What if he lies and tells her I’m not here? How will she ever find me? I should make noise; constant noise day in and day out. I should be really loud in case she can hear. She picked up the bowl and tossed the fruit on the ground. She used the bowl to bang on the walls and all the while yelling, “Help! I’m in here,” over and over. “What are you doing?” “I’m being as annoying as possible so you’ll let me go.” “You are not going anywhere. You can scream until you are hoarse, but you are not leaving!” “What do you want? Your dark scruffy face; who could love you? Or respect you? What kind of god can’t even grow a proper beard? That’s why no one loves you, because you’re disgusting. I don’t love you! I won’t! I hate you! I never want to be around…” “Enough! Or I’ll lock you up in Tartarus! See, silence. You respect fear, as you should. You don’t want to go there do you? No, always remember, I control your destiny, not you and not your mother. You are my bride!” The strawberries lay slightly bruised and very
dirty near the door to her cell.
Persephone held her knees close to her chest and methodically
rocked back and forth on the mat.
Rocked and stared at the strawberries, rocked and stared. How
long have I been down here? Certainly many days, my mother must know
where I am by this time. Zeus
must know. Someone has to
know I’m here. A
grouping of fruit flies circled and landed on the strawberries.
Persephone stopped rocking and pushed herself off the mat, and
crawled to the strawberries. That’s
not supposed to happen. I
didn’t think anything natural could survive down here.
Oh Zeus, why do I even care?
I’m going to fade into boredom.
Right now, I’d even welcome a fight with Hades just to stay
awake. Persephone waved the flies off the strawberries and placed
one of them in her hand. They looked a lot less appealing then when they first
tempted. She rolled the
strawberry around her palm with her thumb.
Just the slightest pressure and it began to bleed into her
hand. She wiped the
strawberry back onto the floor and her hands on her dress.
She stood and looked around the cell spotting the other
discarded and rotting fruit. He’s
not even trying anymore, like he doesn’t have to or doesn’t care.
This must be like a trophy case.
I wonder what he’ll put in here next. “My ears are burning, you must have been thinking about me.” Hades closed the door with both hands behind his back, and rest against the door. Persephone sat back down on the mat, and brought her knees to her chin circling her arms around her shins. “You wish.” “Indeed. I’m sorry that I haven’t visited in awhile. I wanted to let you cool down a bit. You were a little hostile.” “Oh, you are so right. Where are my manners? My uncle kidnaps me from my home for incestuous purposes, and locks me in a cell with rotting fruit. Please excuse me for not being more grateful.” “Obviously, you have been in here too long and it hasn’t helped to harness your temper. How would you like to tour your massive kingdom? Contrary to what you have been told, the Underworld is beautiful! From the Isle of the Blest to the banks of the Styx, it is a more vast, important, and wondrous kingdom then those of all the gods. You must appreciate how this move has elevated your status as an Olympian.” “What move? You took me! I know the majority of your time you stay in this dreary world with no one, and entertain yourself with fantasies, but we are not married. Zeus and Hera have not blessed us in a ceremony of unity. We are not married!” “You do not need a ceremony.” “No, but you need the blessing of the goddess of Marriage. I’ll never ask for that!” “Please, calm down, at least come to the throne room with me, it is a bigger room.” “No.” “Would you like a chair, pillow, bed?” “If you choose to put a pillow in here, I cannot stop you.” “Ok, ok, I’ll bring many pillows and a blanket. And I’ll get some one to clean up this fruit. Would you like something else to eat?” “No. You have other people here?” “It’s not what you think, they’re dead. I let some of them do minor chores for me occasionally. It allows them to escape their eternity for a moment.” Hades leaned forward from the door opened it behind him stepped backward and closed it in front of him. Never once looking away from her. Persephone shook an audible chill into the room. He is intense. What if I do have to stay here? Should I always stay in here, in this room? But he is so creepy. I couldn’t stand to be around him. Maybe he’ll keep putting furniture in here. I could get him to bring me pots filled with dirt and bulbs and seeds. I guess if I had to, I could get used to it here. But not him! I could not get used to him. “Zeus it has come time, and I have chosen a bride. I have come here for you and your wife to bless my marriage.” “Why certainly, I am thrilled. Who have you chosen for a bride?” “Persephone, she is at the throne as we speak.” “Well, of course then, a slightly odd choice for such a sun-loving creature as my daughter…” “Honey do not make light,” Hera scolded. “Hades we are delighted to bless your marriage.” “Yes,” Zeus pipes in, “I fully support this union. Give her my love.” The door opened slowly and Persephone picked up her head. Hades walked halfway across the threshold. “I brought some of them with me to clean up and furnish your room a little. I wanted to warn you before you see them. They are not alive. They do not look normal.” Hades walked forward into the room and from behind five bodies hurriedly picked up the rotten fruit, and placed couches and pillows in the room. Persephone’s blank stare twisted into disgust, as she saw the gray shells scurry around the room. Hades had not looked up from Persephone. He walked over to her and kneeled beside her. “It is alright. They won’t do anything…” “I never knew; they have no eyes.” “No souls, no eyes.” She whispered, “They’re hideous.” Hades motioned for them to go and got up and walked through the doorway. He walked in again, but this time backwards. He turned and Persephone’s eyes widened, as she saw a beautiful plant in an ornate pot. He offered it to her, “ I wanted to make amends.” “It is amazing.” She took the plant from Hades and returned to the mat and sat it directly in front of her. Hades clapped his hands together, as to announce a speech, but Persephone did not look up. “Well, dear, it is official. Zeus and Hera gave us their blessing, and we are wed.” Persephone looked up and stood to her length. “No! He couldn’t. He wouldn’t. What about my mother?” “She was no where to be found.” “What? Didn’t Zeus look for her? Didn’t he want to know where I was? Doesn’t he need my permission too?” “Listen, I haven’t been fair to you. I know
you are not very happy with me, and that is my fault. I really have
treated you poorly, but I didn’t want you to leave.
But, now that I have spoken with Zeus, I’m no longer worried. Come with me,” he held out his hand to Persephone.
She reached for it, as an automatic gesture, but her eyes were
fixed on the floor with the thought, Where is my mother? “I want to show you, our kingdom.” Hades placed one hand on her waist and kept lightly holding her other hand. He guided her through the doorway and into a long hallway. The walls were dark blue, jagged rock, and the floors were uneven, but very smooth. The hall ended at a wooden door. The wood was unusually light for the surroundings, maybe an oak or sandalwood. In the center of the door, a large thin disc was fixed. Hades pulled it toward him, and as the door opened, Persephone had to shield her eyes. She was not used to the light with her time spent in his cell. And this light was quite brilliant, and slightly hazy. Persephone tried to focus, but couldn’t tell if it was her eyes or the light. It seemed as if you could grab at the colors speckled in the air. She reached her hand out. “It’s amazing isn’t it?” She had almost forgot about Hades standing next to her, holding her. “What is this?” “This is the Elysian Fields, your kingdom, but this is only the beginning.” He pushed her forward slightly until she began to walk forward on her own. The air was thick and left a sweet taste in her mouth. The air smelled like lilies and lilacs. The ground, she had almost failed to notice. She was on a soft path of white sand, and around it thick grass bordered. She traced the path with her eyes, and saw an awesome field unfold. It was filled with flowers, weeds, small bushes; red, blue, green. She inhaled deeply and exhaled a wide smile. She ran into the field with her hands high above her head, screaming relief. She dove into a patch of crocus with her knees and hands, and gathered a great bundle to her nose. “This is so beautiful. I don’t understand.” “Persephone, this is Elysium. Death is not all punishment. Many people lead pious, noble lives and deserve to have this awaiting them when they die.” Persephone realized then, “You mean these colors…” “They’re souls; souls of great heroes, and pious men and women. Here is my most beloved, in my entire kingdom. The smells, colors, the breeze, it is so warm.” “You like this?” “I’m not a demon, no matter what you have heard, or what you were led to believe by my earlier behavior. Why do you think I choose you? This is you, you are this, everything! You embody these smells and colors and warmth. I knew, when I saw you, you are my Elysium.” “You don’t know me. I’m not this. I like this. It is pretty, but you do not know me.” “I know you are beautiful. You love flowers and spring. You’re strong-willed and full- of-life, and you most often dress in peach because it brings out the color in your skin.” “What, do you stalk me? Oh, wait you did.” “No, I have just happened upon you playing from time to time. I’ve noticed. I’m very observant, and I must say, you are the nicest thing I have ever observed.” “Thank you very much, but I am not a thing.” “I know that.” “No, I don’t think you do, or you never would have decided that you deserved me in the first place. I’m not an object. I do not know why you think you can just keep me, possess me.” “Persephone, I’m sorry; I’m arrogant. But look at this! This belongs to you. You belong here, with all of this beauty.” “Where is the Isle of the Blest?” “Ahh, you want to see more. Come, I’ll show you.” He helped her up, and guided her by the waist back through the door. The two again entered the dark hall and traveled along another corridor. The rocks on the floor were rough and sharp compared with the previous passage. The walls narrowed the further they went. Soon it was hard to see clearly, and Hades moved his arm from Persephone’s waist and stepped in front of her. He reached behind himself and grabbed both of her hands. He continued to lead her to the end. He brushed past a series of dark, velvet curtains. The light slowly filtered in as they passed more curtains. Hades stopped and dropped Persephone’s hands and turned toward her. He placed his hand again aside her waist. “Are you ready?” Persephone nodded and he drew back the final curtain. The air was not as sweet as in Elysium, and the light was not as bright. Instead of a warm breeze, a cool mist hung in the air. The Isle was covered with trees separated by small patches of grass. “It feels like early morning by the five tree grove. It is so quiet. Are they here?” “Somewhere, you probably wouldn’t recognize them. Everyone who comes to the Elysian Fields has the chance to be reborn, and if a soul lives three remarkable lives, they come here.” “It is very peaceful, very tranquil.” “It is spectacular!” “You can feel it, can’t you?” Hades inhales deeply and then looks down at Persephone. “Do you know how lucky you are? This is yours, the feeling, the smell; damp, crisp, wonderful.” He placed his hand under her chin and raised her face to his, “There is fascination in everything, but to be able to immerse yourself in this deep is hard to fathom. Do you understand?” Persephone blinked. “You’ve only known the everyday, the human joys and sorrow. This is immortal bliss.” Persephone shook. Hades unhitched his cloak and wrapped it around her arms. “What is this?” Persephone pulled out a pouch that hung from the inside of the cloak. “Oh, Pomegranates. My one true human vice.” He takes the pouch from her, and took out one fruit. He sank his nails into the skin and thrust his hands apart. He ripped open the fruit and split it in half. He smiled at Persephone and grabbed a couple seeds. “I have to admit, I do go up occasionally just to get a few.” He hands half to her, “Would you like some?” Persephone hesitates. “Still on your hunger strike? Don’t you find that rather pointless now?” She looks down at the half and puts out her hand. He drops the fruit in her palm with the seeds staring back at her. “I’ve never had a Pomegranate seed.” She tries one, “Sweet.” She takes another. Hades pulls the curtain back, “Let me show you the throne room.” She grabs a couple more seeds and pops them into her mouth. With a smile she hands the fruit back, “They’re good.” “I know.” |